Disha was busy tidying up the house after Varun left for
work early in the morning. It was a cold winter morning and the sun showed up a
little late than usual. Disha wanted to finish her work quickly and go out in
the sun and read a little, as it was the most relaxing activity for her.
She loved to read as it always took her to her own dreamland
where she would be the happiest person on the earth and where everything was
perfect….just perfect. There she had a loving family, a beautiful house, a
lifestyle full of interesting activities and lots of sunshine.
After her marriage with Varun, which was arranged by their
parents, Disha expected the same life as was always in her dreams. And she was
happy finding and experiencing the little joys of married life that she had just started with Varun a few
months ago.
Varun was a good looking, confident and a talkative
guy…while Disha was a shy, soft-spoken and a down-to-earth girl whose
expectations from life were as simple as she herself. They were quite different
from each other but they enjoyed each other’s company. There was at least one
thing common between them….they both enjoyed reading.
After completing her work Disha thought it would be a good
idea to go through Varun’s collection of books. There were more of
inspirational, educational and non-fictional books which were not much to the
taste of Disha, who liked more of fiction and romantic books. Suddenly she saw
something she did not expect as per Varun’s nature…..a slambook!! It was a
simple diary from Varuns’ college days where all his friends had written
something about Varun, giving a glimpse on his personality and his bonding with
them. It was surely interesting for Disha as it gave her a great chance to know
some more about her husband. With a smile on her face she started reading. The
first friend said that Varun was always ready to help those in need and had a
heart of gold… Disha felt proud reading it, she turned the page and there was
another scribbling saying “Varun is very intelligent and whenever I had
problems in studies I come to him for help…I am glad to have a friend in him.”
Reading many such praising and complementing comments Disha got really involved
in reading the slam book and she read each comment carefully and repeatedly to
feel the joy again and again.
There were many scribbling from both Varun’s male and female
friends. All the comments signed by a female made Disha more curious as she
could clearly see through their comments that some of these girls were quite
impressed and attracted by Varun. As she turned the page now and started
reading Disha knew that this girl surely had some feelings for Varun and as she
reached the end of the page her smile faded, hear heart started beating fast
and she felt a rush of blood in her body. Her eyes were stuck at the last three
words written right above the signature…. “I LOVE YOU.”
Who is this girl? What was her relation with Varun? How
close were they? Did Varun hide something from her? All these and many such
questions were driving her crazy and her heart was burning with anger and
grief. She felt betrayed and cheated. She could not control her emotions and
started crying. She cried and cried for some time and then she stopped. She
stopped and thought….why was she crying?? What is it that’s causing her so much
pain? Varun did not cheat hear…after all that slam book was one of Varun’s
college day when Disha did not even exist in his life. And it was just a
comment by a female friend and it did not prove that Varun too had the same feelings
for that girl. And even if he did…it is all past now. Ever since their marriage
Disha has felt Varun’s love for her and he has been so devoted and caring. Disha was not crying and did not feel angry
anymore but she was more amused at her sudden and stupid reaction to those
words written in the slam book. She now was feeling absurd and could not
understand exactly what made her cry so much? As she was lost in her thoughts,
the doorbell ranged. In a hurried manner she wiped her tears and looked at the
clock….it was 6 in the evening Varun had come back from work. Disha tried to
look composed and normal as she opened the door.
Varun greeted her with a smile and expected the same from
Disha, but she could not hide her feelings at that moment and rushed to the
kitchen mumbling “I’ll get you some tea.” Varun could sense the tension in her
voice but he thought it better to wait for some time before asking anything, so
he went to their bedroom and turned on the TV as was his habit. He sat there
surfing the channels and as Disha came with a cup of tea and handed it to
Varun, he asked her…
“Are you OK?”
“Yes.” She said trying to hide the tears in her eyes and
picked up the slam book to put it inside the cupboard.
Varun noticed and took it from her hand. As he gave it a
glance and read that page he sensed what exactly was bothering Disha. He looked
into her eyes and Disha asked him just one question…. “Do you Love me?” Varun
felt some pain at this question and could not bear to see Disha’s wet eyes. He
could not see her like that…doubting his love for her and feeling detached from
him. He felt bad that something from his past life has hurt Disha so much that
she was feeling miserable and crying. He just tore that page from the slam
book, he threw the whole slam book on the floor and hugged Disha tight…he then
kissed her forehead and said…. “It’s you whom I have ever loved.”
Disha started sobbing and stayed clinging to Varun for a
long time. They both cried a little then sobered. They looked into each other’s
eyes and new that their love for each other was much more than they had till
now believed. They realized that they could not think of a life without each
other now. They realised that the feeling of losing each other or even the
thought of it was unbearable for them.
As they were getting calm, comfortable and happy in each
other’s arm their attention was caught by the loud sound of TV as the program
running went into an ad break. As they gave a glance to the TV they could not
stop watching the ad that was being aired. It as an advertisement of the precious platinum love bands which
told the story of a couple who got a little lost in the crowd on a tube train
platform…getting worried for a moment and then feeling relieved and happy to
find each other again.
Varun and Disha too felt exactly the same in their hearts.
For a moment Disha also believed that she had lost Varun and then she found him
again when he said “It’s you whom I have ever loved.” They could relate this
moment that they were sharing to the idea of finding their day
of love. As the precious platinum defines the day, it was a milestone in their life where they discovered
the true depth of their feelings for each other. A love which is precious and everlasting…
a love that promises to stay with you for a lifetime just like the white
platinum jewellery. As the Ad finished they looked at each other and laughed.
They were truly happy and their trust in each other had grown stronger and
deeper.